another tricky mission for the celestial pilot

When I crossed the bridge
I knew that I'd be leaving you.
Never got the chance to feel the
Peace and harmony
Being up there would bring to me

So, I close my eyes and I throw my prized dream away because,
I knew that choice was made... before I even had a say.

Just hanging in there was never enough.
Now I wish for you... moments of being that are TRUE.

I lost my way and I found you.
The sky lit up when you walked thru.
My golden one. Me smiling at you.
I'll never forget all the wonder and awe
That we both viewed. We shared so much.
Yet the truth was set,
Before we had the chance to make a difference.

Now I just hold you tight, because I know
When I let go...
I won't have the strength to fight.

I follow where my heart takes me
I let my mind break free and I see...
Just hanging in there would never be enough... for me.